time
wasting
wasting away
so much planned
so much to do
so much that could make things better
too much time
not enough time
waste of fucking time
I walk around inside my head
screaming
begging for me to wake up
to just do it
do anything
do what I keep wanting to do
do that list that's been around for years
and years
and years
So many things I could do
to be better
feel better
look better
work better
love better
I'm so helpful to everyone
such a great teacher
a great leader
a great mentor
except to myself
I have the words
words
words
advice for days weeks and years
but no ears to hear it
no there are ears
just no legs
to arms
no desire?
no
plenty of desire
just no action
FROZEN
still
unmoving
and frustrated
