Feel good

Bright sun
shining on my mood
warming it up
despite the actual cold outside

so many things going well
so many things to be happy about

is that why I fear losing something
or someone

eh, doesn't matter today
today I just feel good

yes or no

What to do

Conversation needed
scary

Kinda want to
but also would be OK if not

fear
of poor health
of trouble
of falling into the abyss
of not having help

surrounded by inspiration
and time is running out

Am I still interested?

This is about right - One year lapse.

Too much to do!

New house
new job?
re-newed marriage

tried to go down by half
very difficult
will this ever work if a decision is made?

maybe not
may have to look outside
to fill what's inside